tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-299430472011-04-21T17:32:38.670-07:00arctichttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05755813626010186744noreply@blogger.comBlogger51100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29943047.post-1164905675265030362006-11-30T08:54:00.000-08:002006-11-30T08:54:43.610-08:00ASSUMPTIONS!!!<br />people assume i know everything<br />people assume i know everyone<br />people assume i understand everything<br />people assume i like everything<br />people assume i love everyone<br />people assume i never get mad<br />people assume i'm alright<br /><br />ME!!!<br />am i not allowed to hate?<br />am i not allowed to wonder?<br />am i not allowed to misunderstand?<br />am i not allowed to be angry?<br />am i not allowed to be confused?<br />am i not allowed to sick of things?<br /><br />EVERYONE!!!<br />its a funny time we are in..<br />everybody watches <br />everyone wonders<br />everyone waits <br />everyone accuses<br />everyone discriminates<br />everyone hates<br />everyone loves<br />and yet everyone blames<br />i just dont get it...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29943047-116490567526503036?l=arctic-indifference.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>arctichttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05755813626010186744noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29943047.post-1152854440700254012006-07-13T22:20:00.000-07:002006-07-13T22:23:27.130-07:00Lets see...i've been here a grand total of two weeks and i am not impressed not that i think that UUM is impressed with me either...<br />All together i have five classes and all have been crqmped into 2 days; Monday N Wednesday. now, you will think that this arrangement is uber, but let me tell you that is is so damn hectic that i have no energy left by the time i reach my room...all i do is sleep and grow FAT!!<br />The food sucks and makes me miss home food, the bathroom is in a preposterous situation and no different from the usual public toilet.<br />books are damn expensive and plagerism is the new Word.<br />lecturers struggling to speaking, students struggling to understand and people struggling to cope and fit in...NOW I KNOW WHY PEOPLE SAY THAT UNI IS ALL ABOUT STRUGGLING!!!!<br />I wana go back and have my own room and eat on my own plate and drink my own water and quarrel with my own brother and sleep in my own bed!!!! SELFISH AS HELL AND PROUD OF THE DAMN F***ing REASON.<br />No man is an island a proverb that is foreign to these people here and every man/woman is an island and it is each person for his own unless you have really good friends and classmates and roomates<br />speaking of roomates, stuck with 3 malay gals frm pahang.kelantan and johor...no idea what the kelantan gal speaks and the otr 2 always sleeping...so i go bertandang to my friends room,Ellen and Neldy and lepak there till 12.00a.m<br />PARIS AND ROME HAS COME AND GONE<br />AND I WANNA GO HOME,<br />I WANNA GO HOME!!! repeat 5times.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29943047-115285444070025401?l=arctic-indifference.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>arctichttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05755813626010186744noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29943047.post-1151231583616441102006-06-25T03:09:00.000-07:002006-06-28T04:00:09.653-07:00<span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:georgia;">Can't help it, just love red...must be a fettish..<br />Only 1 week left before i go into the jungle..<br />Wonder what it would be like..will i like it or hate the sight of it? maybe its because it will be volating my comfort zone that has a very, very, very small radius...<br />Horror stories often begin in universities and later follow students all the way through life like 'Urban Legend'<br />wonder if i will come across any Urban Legends..(haha) if you know what i mean..<br />i've heard that seniors pick on you and that you are pretty much at their mercy..i don't think i like any1 picking on me.<br />patience level too damn low and anger level viciously high..hmmm....pondering..<br />will be going to UUM all the way up north and nearer to Thailand...probably will be there every weekend!! Doin what??<br />Gonna hike Jerai and swim Pedu Lake!! Sure as hell!!<br />Find hell bent friends with a mean streak and paint the university RED and probably give them a few headaches.<br />UUM is known to be damn strict and conservative, so my goal will be to rewrite their own constitution and make it a University that will rival the likes of USM and UKM<br />Which maybe they are but man, the dress code...you people that are going to other unis don't know how lucky you people are....SERIOUSLY<br /><br /></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29943047-115123158361644110?l=arctic-indifference.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>arctichttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05755813626010186744noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29943047.post-1150883656615935242006-06-21T02:10:00.000-07:002006-06-21T02:54:16.626-07:00<span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">It has been a hell of a scary two days...i always read that feelings can come in a flurry nut you sure as hell don't know it till you feel it...<br />Fear tighthens your chest and constricts your trachea<br />Happiness overwhelms you and send your heart into a marathon<br />Anxiety makes you break out in cold sweat..<br />Mix all these up and you have a perfect recipe for an impending desaster...<br />Why does life have to be so...how is it possible that the future of our nations next generation is depended on a computer that can't think on its own?<br />So some are gng up north, down south and east and west..and it will be a hellish few days running around and finally getting to wash my own clothes(groan!!)<br /><br /></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29943047-115088365661593524?l=arctic-indifference.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>arctichttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05755813626010186744noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29943047.post-1150736408745395302006-06-19T09:52:00.000-07:002006-06-19T10:00:08.760-07:00<span style="font-size:85%;">i distinctively remember a saying that when God closes a door, somewhere He opens a window...but i have yet to see this case scenario in my life...<br />Maybe it's because i've been so busy looking at the wrong places or maybe because i am not looking hard enough..<br />But there comes a time when all that you have done is never enough and when the people closest to you are beginning to live your dreams, that really ticks you off.<br />Why is it that try as much as i do, i never achieve..never succeed..never win in any situation...<br />i sound like a blubbering idiot, i know.<br />Maybe for just once in my life, i would like something grand happening to me...<br />Or maybe i've been looking out the wrong window or door or hole...hmm<br />Leaves much to be desired,doesn't it??<br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29943047-115073640874539530?l=arctic-indifference.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>arctichttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05755813626010186744noreply@blogger.com0